soooo......I'm TRAINING!!!!!!! (This also means that I'll be staying in the Lone Mountain Zone for the next 3 months!)
I get to meet my new companion today at 5. We'll pick her up from the mission office and she'll stay with us tonight. In the morning we'll take Sister Sprouse back up to the mission office for transfers and then my companion and I will be on our own. Craaaazy!!
We found out on Tuesday. I was sick (blegh!) and so we made arrangements for me to go to bed early. Riiight after I got up onto the bunk bed the phone rang. Dun dun dun. Sister Sprouse was at the desk and saw it was from President Black, so I hopped down. Transfer calls weren't supposed to come until later in the week and we had something else that President could've been calling about so we assumed it was that. And then President asked to speak to me. And we knew what that meant. (If you're training, President's the one to call you. Otherwise it's the AP's). He was making the calls early b/c of Thanksgiving. I found out I was training a brand new missionary after being out only three months. Needless to say, I didn't get my early sleep in. haha.
I've gone through a lot of emotions about this. I definitely don't feel ready, but we never feel ready for things like this. We watched the Joseph Smith: Prophet of the Restoration movie this week with one of our recent converts, (go watch it if you haven't and watch it again if you have!!) and it's sooo awesome. At one point in the movie he says, "The Lord calls us in our weakness but He qualifies us for the work." That's how I feel right about now. Faith and confidence are key. There's SO MUCH to juggle being a missionary. Like, you have no idea..especially with being as busy as we are. I have a challenge ahead of me. But I'm ready to take it on. I know that I'm called to do this work.
I 100% KNOW this is from Heavenly Father. This will be a stretching experience for me. That's what He wants and so that's what I want. There's SO MUCH to do/remember/juggle being a missionary. Like, you have no idea..especially with being as busy as we are. Taking all the load upon myself while training a new missionary will be trying. I definitely have a challenge ahead of me. The next 3 months will probably be extremely difficult and stretching at times. I know it's going to be hard, but I'm soooo excited for this opportunity to learn. I'm about to grow a ton!!! This is sooooo good. Having the experience of being senior companion this early will DEFINITELY prepare me for the rest of my mission!!! I'm so excited because this will help me to become the missionary that I desire to be!!!!! Heavenly Father knows what I need to help me succeed!
I'm also sooooo excited for my new missionary. I know that Heavenly Father has his hands in all things and that I was meant to be her trainer. I know that I'm meant to have her be my next companion. I'm excited to watch her grow and to become used to this crazy missionary life! I hope that I have a positive lasting impact on her mission and her life! I can't wait to meet her!!!
Transfers are bitter sweet....Sister Sprouse is going up north to Fallon!!!! I'm sooo sad to see her go. We're suuuuuuuch great friends. I LOVE HER. She raised me up when I was brand new and just trying to get through the daily tasks. She compleeeetely built my confidence when I felt so weak at the beginning. She and I have had soooo many laughs together. We've witnessed miracles together and shared the feelings of hearts with one another. We've become a good team. I was soooo blessed and soo privileged to be trained by her.. It's going to be hard parting ways after spending every moment together for 3 months. We've become great friends and I will definitely miss her! Cool stuff though...Sister Sprouse is going up to Fallon to join my MTC companion, Sister Badger. Exciting!!! It's neat for me to have them be together. I'm definitely going to write them fun letters!
About this week: Thanksgiving was sooooooo nice! We had the Turkey Bowl with all the missionaries. The weather was perfect and it was sooo fun just to chill. We had yummy food with members and chilled the rest of the day. Amazing! This week was soooo crazy! We had to take some time out because I was sick and we had our regular P-day, a non-proselyting holiday, and we were preparing for Sister Sprouse leaving (updating all our records, making goodbye visits, etc.). There was A LOT that could've interfered with the work...but we ended up having 23 lessons this week! This brought us exactly to our goal of 100 lessons for the transfer. Umm...miracle? I think, yes. Heavenly Father is sooooooooo awesome!!!
I LOVE MY MISSION. I want everyone to know that I am SO GRATEFUL I'm here in Las Vegas serving the Lord and His people. I've never had passion like this before in my life. I've never worked so hard for something. I'm so happy to give my whole soul to this work. It's all for my Savior!
I'm about to work the hardest I've ever worked in my life before. It's going to be trying, but I'm up for it! Life is hard but we're here to learn and grow!! Look at your challenges as opportunities, for that's what they are :)